The Wilson sisters!! We love Anne!
The Wilson siblings
Me and my hunny bunny!

I have so much to be thankful for, it will take a couple of posts to express it all. Right now, I am thankful that our God is the same yesterday, today and tomorrow. I am thankful that he is just as good today as he was last Wednesday; I am thankful He will be just as loving and righteous and merciful in the coming days and months as he was on the wonderful day that I got my first every positive pregnancy test. :-)

My mom wrote an excellent blog on everything that is a Skinner-Hampton-Wilson-Johnson-Hiatt Thanksgiving. You should stop over to her blog to read it. She also has some really neat updates on her and my dad's life in Cairo... you should add her to your blogroll:

Well, friends, I have put this off long enough. I have some exciting and sad news to share with you. I wish we could sit down with each of you individually to share this part of our lives with you, but the distances don't allow that. However, we do covet your prayers, however far away you may be.

First the exciting news: We found out last week that i am carrying a precious baby girl. We have named her Whitney Jill. (Jill is Sean's mom's name... Whitney's grandmother who is already in Heaven.) We also found out on our ultrasound last Monday that Whitney has some health and develoment problems. We spent 5 hours at Children's Hospital last Wednesday, and to make a long story short, our baby girl has not been given a good diagnosis. She has multiple problems, several of which the doctors have told us are 'incompatible with life.' Nothing we could have prevented and from what I understand, nothing that I have done wrong... in fact, of all the specialists we talked to (there were quite a few... sonographers, radiologists, genetecists) they have never seen a case so unique and beacuse of that, they really couldn't tell us what to expect, other than she would most likely not survive outside of my womb, and if she did, her quality of life would be next to nothing. (Not exactly something you want to hear!)

We know and believe that God is the ultimate giver of life and that His mercy and goodness never changes, despite our current cicumstances. We know that God has formed her inside of me, and though I don't understand or know why so many things are going wrong with her development inside my womb, I do know that she is God's child first, and our's second. I know that God has breathed life into her, as she still had a beating heart at our last ultrasound. We are choosing not to determine the number of her days, but rather, to allow God to continue to reign supreme in our lives' and in Whitney's, and we trust that He-and He alone- will take her home when He sees fit.

I can tell you that our daughter is the most beautiful baby I have ever seen on ultrasound. I'm sure lots of parents say that, and I've never truly understood that love until now. But I'll tell you this... I have seen many, many ultrasounds and though all are precious babies, none have been as beautiful as she is! The wonderful women I work with have been fasting and praying for the three of us all week, and will even be doing so on Thanksgiving. To say I am humbled and awed by their love and faith is an understatement.

Sean and I's biggest prayer right now is that Whitney will not suffer. If that means God takes her home before we get to hold her in our arms, we will come to be ok with that. Its hard as a mother to have a child inside of me, who I know is so sick, and yet there is absolutely nothing I can do about it. Whitney has been a miracle from the beginning, and we are not in any way doubting she fits into the greater story of the glory of the Kingdom... we are just trying to be faithful to our part in the story.

We are taking it day by day, one hour, one minute at a time. Thank you for your love and prayers and the part that each of you has played and will play in our lives and in Whitney's.

Psalm 145
8 The LORD is gracious and compassionate,
slow to anger and rich in love.

9 The LORD is good to all;
he has compassion on all he has made.

10 All you have made will praise you, O LORD;
your saints will extol you.

11 They will tell of the glory of your kingdom
and speak of your might,

12 so that all men may know of your mighty acts
and the glorious splendor of your kingdom.

13 Your kingdom is an everlasting kingdom,
and your dominion endures through all generations.
The LORD is faithful to all his promises
and loving toward all he has made. [c]

14 The LORD upholds all those who fall
and lifts up all who are bowed down.

15 The eyes of all look to you,
and you give them their food at the proper time.

16 You open your hand
and satisfy the desires of every living thing.

17 The LORD is righteous in all his ways
and loving toward all he has made.

18 The LORD is near to all who call on him,
to all who call on him in truth.

19 He fulfills the desires of those who fear him;
he hears their cry and saves them.

20 The LORD watches over all who love him,
but all the wicked he will destroy.

21 My mouth will speak in praise of the LORD.
Let every creature praise his holy name
for ever and ever.

Here's some updated pics.... 18 weeks, 1 day! But, to be honest, we just got home from a very good, very filling sushi dinner. So by morning, my tummy will probably be half this size. :-) Ok, not quite, but close. :-)

There were two things that my dad always told me would be the most important decisions in my life. First and foremost, the most important decision I would ever make in my life would be to accept Christ as my Savior and to surrender my life to Him. The second most important decision I would ever make in my life is the decision of whom I would marry.

Meet my new niece, Kaira Esther Johnson!